beautiful sunsets need cloudy skies

You may come back But you didn't show any attempts to do so You can lean your painful bones here But again, you insisted not to I don't know now how to read you     or if I did really knew you I can't drag you off from the insanity you are  for you want to stay to where it all start I don't have a grip on you 'cause you don't held my hands       when I reached it on you I'll leave then;

Here's the raindrops--again Made me feel insane Longing for your time Assuming things out          as if you've been mine.

You were so distant It just feels like your presence was AU-measured I could not help but wear an uncertain smile Every time they ask me,    "Are you still fine?,"

I am inutile. I cannot help it. I cannot help you change how you see me,   for that's how your eyes see I am sorry for being me.

(I am) USED IN ENDINGS PROLOGUE What is the thing that was been used in endings? Maybe you think of things such as failed relationships or broken hearts. But going literal, what we found in every sentence’s ending is a period, a dot, a point — a Tuldok. Do we ever wonder how it ended being a symbol of limitation? We often think periods as a sign of boundary—a line to end it all. But how about perceiving it the other way around? “The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for.” ―  Fyodor Dostoyevsky ,  The Brothers Karamazov CHAPTER 1 by:Chritine             In a wide vastness of emptiness and darkness, wala kang ibang makikita kundi ang igloo na tinitirahan ng binatang si Tuldok. Si Tuldok ay naninirahan nang mag-isa na sumasabay lang sa flow in the soul of th...

I can't end my poem well Or should I say, I just don't know how to let go Or should I say, I don't want you to go Or should I say, It's hard for me to find another you Or should I say, I can't unlove you the way you want me to Or should I say, Can you help me get over you? Or should I say, The pain still lingers here and it haunts me every time Or should I say, Will you tell me another story of you Or should I say, Come and bother me again Or should I say, Please try to glance on my side Or should I say, Give me words to end it all here Or should I say, Goodbye? No I should not say such a word I'll take the risk right But why can't you do the same to me? Am I that easy to forget?

Lost in someone I didn't knew Finding him in seas and land, nil He's in the air and good heavens!,         Love also was there. Day 1st.         He was there.         I am here to bear my own pain.         I surf some lines on web         He was bored as he would wish a life would end Day 2nd.          Said I,"Been there,done that"          Said he," We're romantic,hopeless even"          And we just got some real-deal          Each other's arms for we are nobody's love Day 3rd          And we got into hello-s and hi-s          Every midnight in Pacific time ...