beautiful sunsets need cloudy skies

I can't end my poem well Or should I say, I just don't know how to let go Or should I say, I don't want you to go Or should I say, It's hard for me to find another you Or should I say, I can't unlove you the way you want me to Or should I say, Can you help me get over you? Or should I say, The pain still lingers here and it haunts me every time Or should I say, Will you tell me another story of you Or should I say, Come and bother me again Or should I say, Please try to glance on my side Or should I say, Give me words to end it all here Or should I say, Goodbye? No I should not say such a word I'll take the risk right But why can't you do the same to me? Am I that easy to forget?

Lost in someone I didn't knew Finding him in seas and land, nil He's in the air and good heavens!,         Love also was there. Day 1st.         He was there.         I am here to bear my own pain.         I surf some lines on web         He was bored as he would wish a life would end Day 2nd.          Said I,"Been there,done that"          Said he," We're romantic,hopeless even"          And we just got some real-deal          Each other's arms for we are nobody's love Day 3rd          And we got into hello-s and hi-s          Every midnight in Pacific time ...

It's so fascinating how love used to play me. I ain't doing anything bad I ain't flirting; I just want love and to feel loved Am I gonna give up? Because life will introduce love to me but love leaves I am not a heinous criminal I did obey laws,I can't be imprisoned. The only problem is that I've never learned my past scenarios They just leave When you're falling They just leave When you're helpless They just leave When they're bored They just leave They just leave,without a word Maybe with 'hahahaha' But there's no fun thing at all I mean,for real.

     There is nothing wrong with wanting space. Or time. Or isolation.       I don’t say any of that like it’s okay to cut yourself out of the picture completely, I’m just saying– You don’t always have to live in the moment.       Choose a movie marathon over a party if that’s what you need.       Throw your attention to the stars if it’s too distracted anywhere else.       Sleep in on the weekends and let your responsibilities realize they take you for granted.       Be honest enough to tell the people around you that life gets too heavy sometimes and you gotta check out.      There is nothing wrong with carving out a shelter apart from this dimension and putting everything on pause for a while.       It’s got nothing to do with anyone or anyt...

Apoy,yung literal na apoy na sumusunog ng buhay Alon ng dagat at hampas nito sa gitna ng kawalan Bumubuong mga elemento ng mundo Mga bagay na hindi malalabanan at aminado ako Matataas na lugar at may ritmo ng paggalaw Epidemya ng sakit,zombie,alien,robot na sa laki'y di matanaw Iyak at hiyaw ng dalamhati,bagyo,unos at aswang Mga nakita,narinig,naramdaman—lahat ay kababalaghan Di nga lang ito ang mga naranasan ko Sigurado, may mas lalala pa dito At alam siguro ito ng katulad kong tao— Ang maiwan. Maiwan.      dahil di ka mahalaga at may mas hihigit pa      dahil sa iyo,wala naman siyang napala      dahil masaya sigurong manakit sa taong minsan nang naging sira      dahil mahina ka at wala kang nagawa noong kumaway siya bigla Pero, alam mo anong mas nakakatakot? Yung araw na hindi ko inalintana ang sakit,ang pagod Hindi na alintana kung may masasabi pa ba ang labi nilang pudpod ...

Isa sa di ko makakalimutan Yung araw na mahangin sa mag damuhan Nililipad pa ng indayog nito ang hibla ng iyong buhok Ang ganda mo pagmasdan sa suot mong ngiti habang nagsusulat ka ng kung ano sa sulok ng iyong pluma Iba ang pangyayaring ito sa tanang buhay ko Panigurado,maisusulat ko na naman ang mundo kong tinatanaw ang sa'yo Kung saan naman nakikinikinita ko ang pagsulyap mo sa dako niya Hindi na nakapagtatakang siya ang laman ng dasal mo— katulad ko na ikaw naman ang asam Maghihintay na lang ako, Maaring sa'yo o sa kung kaninong aninong matipuhan ko Darating naman ang araw na hindi na natin kailangang saktan ang isa para lumigaya Dahil gigising tayo sa ngiti ng ating sinisinta Kahit anong mangyari,hinding-hindi kita kakalimutan Depende nalang kung ikaw pa rin ang nais maalala bago mabagok at makalimot nang tuluyan Gayunpaman,may espasyo ka na sa tumitibok na bagay sa dibdib ko Para kung sakali man,kung sakali lang at sana hindi naman Mabagok ka at magising n...

Last night,God made me dream The kind I'll keep to myself so it'll be true For I want to If seeing's believing was true, and so this dream do I've seen a face,a morning sunshine smile in his lips His eyes were curved upward as if clowning a passer-by His jolly walk and his joyous vibe lightened a dame's  eerie ambiance in her solitude His roses in papier crepe excites the I I don't know why the scene was realistic on my viewpoint I've got no idea for I know that he has been moved out from this heart I guess I need to sleep more.

       I am irretrievably different and I'm sorry I let go of you,but you made the choice.You left me perhapsless,stuck in your goddamned labyrinth.And now,I don't know if you choose the straight and fast way out.If you left me like this on purpose and so I never knew you,did I? I can't remember because I never knew.

In all the earth You'll never meet a sensei as him Even on heights of seventh heaven or depths of seven seas For he's a nomad wandering in his own labyrinthine But in normal days,he's just around the corner In noons at the facade in Judge Feliciano's structure He's with no room as the usual sensei has But he's fine even with scoliosis at hand He's a saturnine sensei in glasses since December, I think He's a natural Grammar Nazi,writer and a very good listener In both worlds,he's the best For words were often his best friends Really grateful his students as I for a father as him Though he's not one, he always been Really grateful his students as I for a brother as him Though there's no blood relation, there were literary fibers hidden in bins His students as I,we're slackers And he hated it but already dealt with it,I guess His students as I were his complete opposites He's thin,we're thick,literally and ev...

Ilang beses ko pa bang uulit-ulitin na di na ko masasaktan? Na di na ko hihiling pa na sumaya kayo? Ilang beses ko pa bang isasaisip na hindi na ko iiyak? Sa tuwing sasabihin niyong wala rin akong mararating Bakit ang dali sa inyong sumira ng pangarap? Yung mga salita na puno ng panunumbat Yung labing nagsasalita ng lahat ng kutya Yung labing wala nang ibang inusal kundi, "Wala ka ring __" Putangina.Kailangan ko pa bang mamatay para may mapatunayan? Putangina. Ang hirap maging matalino,"daw" Ayaw ko na,tangina.