Funny.
To you watashi no ai,
It's funny that after you left me last year, I am left hanged somewhere in the darkest forest I wish I've never been
It's funny that I really waited for a year before talking to you again, to be with you and to understand you more, this time.
It's funny that even though you're pushing me to leave before, I have still insisted to stay because...
because I really love the hell out of you.
It's funny that after a year, I showed up again and the word "again" united us for 7 more days
It's funny that for 7 days I already have promised myself to live with you forever—to infinity, beyond the observable universe.
It's funny that you're a whining woman inside a man's body— overwhelmed and always overreacting.
It's funny that we're planning our future together but never thought that we'll only last a week
It's funny that you just let me finished my 7-day novel quote letters before you wave goodbye and and say you'll leave.
It's funny that the way you say "Funny." was way more sarcastic than the usual sarcasm.
It's funny that you suspected me of cheating just because I left my account still logged in that night I told you I'm going to sleep
It's funny that my first relationship could only last for a couple of days but will left me dumbfounded for years
It's funny that I know I will not love the same way I did to you to anyone I'll ever encounter along the way of finding me in the vast field filled with my love for you
It's funny that you told me you'll never leave me again but you did it again and I know you will, again if I will pursue you, again
Its funny that this whole journey was a joke anyways that it was so funny, I forgot how to plant a curve on my chapped lips.
"Funny" was a sad word, I guess.
watashi no ai, this will definitely not our end.
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