Rest here, passerby; let me weep by your side

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I want to disappear like this day that would only live for 24 hours
I'd like to experience what it feels to be wanted, pursued
I'm dreaming of a love that will stay
—that will sit beside me in the darkest of my days and in the absurdity of my mind;
through the silence of the solitude I've dealt within me for the longest time

In the darkest of my days,
Can you please stay?
because
I might not survive another blow
Of the winds that comes not by itself alone,
—but with hurricanes and tropical storms
Please stay with me in this shed underneath that cloud which brought all the rains
Just sit with me in this cold cold night
Let your presence be my light in the end of this tunnel
I apologize but I ought not to leave here for tonight

In the absurdity of my mind,
Stranger, would you please stay?
Even just for another minute,
because
I am not thinking clearly the days that passed
It feels like my inner circuits got disrupted
my bones fractured,
my bone marrows went inutile in producing new cells,
and those ones which stayed eventually undergone apoptosis—
killing themselves to protect the remaining few who have chosen to stay
...but, I don't know for how long?
like you

So, strange lad,
In the silence of the solitude I've dealt within me for the longest time,
Please stay as you can
And while you're here, bless me with your hope
For the day you decided to go on with your path,
I will be full of mirth for your freedom

I wish you nothing but all the love you deserve
but I will still hope for a love that will stay with me
—that will sit beside me and will let himself be my rock
in the darkest of my days and in the absurdity of my mind;
in the silence of the solitude I've dealt within me for the longest time

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