You don't care, anyway

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I don't care...
                     even if you'll going to reject me or what
                     about how your words pierce thine heart
                     what were those things you rant
                     what on your life would be my part

                     even if you'll just going to read my messages--no replies
                     if you'll just ignore my life updates
                     how uneventful your life is
                     if you'll not gonna read my tweets
             
                     how you feel about her or me
                     what your real reactions would be
                     what will you be thinking of me
                     what will be your impression on thee

                     how afraid you are to fall
                     how often you pay her a call
                     how confident was her to seem so cool
                     how you try so hard to make yourself a fool

                     about the things you're insecure of
                     about how this feelings act too tough
                     if my roads to you were totally rough
                     even your laughs were all that resounds on my ear wasn't enough

                     about how tremendous your mood swings are
                     how your heartbreaks broke you leaving scars
                     how our distance and layers seemed so far
                     even if you'll give her the promise to pursue a star

But,


I'll start to care...
                    about what my feelings are
                    about what I really want
                    about these butterflies in my insides
                    about me
                    about you
                    about us

...even I always feel that in the first place,you don't care, anyway.

                   

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